Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Someone needs to get a grip.

My bro-in-law (though I like to think of him as my own brother) and his wife (though I like to think of her as my own sister--ok, I know what that sounds like, but you know I don't mean anything weird by it! Sheesh) welcomed their first child into the world Saturday morning.
My baby nephew is beautiful. That's right. I said beautiful. For a boy. What're you going to do about it? It fits him perfectly.
I cannot wait to see him in person and to hug him and kiss him and to just love on him.
This baby has been very emotional for me, and I am not even his mom! When they told us they were pregnant I cried for a week. Seriously. I was that excited. And a little heartbroken. Knowing I wouldn't get to see my sis as she grew and feel the baby move inside her, and won't be close enough to see him as often as I would like once he is born...
And then at Easter my sister in law sent us a card with an ultrasound pic and the card read "Hi Buckners! I wanted to wish you a Happy Easter and let you know I'm excited to meet you. Love Baby Buckner"
Yeah.
That one did me in all over again. I cried on and off about that one for a few days.
I know. I am a total weenie.
And today I cried when I saw the baby pics. And just now I cried when my brother told me that he just loves him. Just loves him so completely. And can't wait to see him grow, and go fishing with him, and hiking with him, and...well, I didn't really hear much else, because I was crying so hard.
What a boob.

4 comments:

Celeste said...

What a good Aunt you are! I'm so happy that you have a new "beautiful" nephew! Can't wait so see the pics.

Carrie said...

That's ok to cry about - it's a wonderful thing!

trashly said...

you always make me laugh! it's funny that you are such a boob! hahahaha i'm giggling in a good way! i love how excited and worked up you get for stuff like that. it really shows the amount of love you have for us and that you're bursting at the seams with the joys in sharing in the goods and bads of our lives. you were soooo meant to be a BUCKNER!!!! i wish i could love like that!

Sue said...

Geeze, now I'm crying! But I cry about everything and everyone's new baby and kids getting baptized and parades (weird) and on and on. But I didn't cry at my deliveries, I think I was just so exhausted. But oh well, I've cried plenty since then.